Prison

I can practical see the bars
That keep me inside
There is a hole
But is it big enough to go through?
There is yelling,
There used to be hitting,
There is anger,
There is sorrow,
Why am I surrounded?
By all these things?
I feel like I'm suffocating.
I feel like I'm drowning,
in all these hurt feelings
Anger,
Sorrow,
Hatred,
Regret,
Fake happiness,
Fake love,
Fake hatred,
I'm suffocating,
I'm drowning,
I am barely breathing,
Why am i breathing?