Won't Let That Day Come

I don't know why,
I don't know why i still love you,
After everything you did, to me, to others,
After everything i see in you,
After every hit i took, After all the times i forgave you,
When will it be the day,
When i cant forgive you anymore?
I don't want that day,
I dread it,
I hate it,
I'm even going to try to prevent it,
That's why February,
I am leaving you.
I will visit when i want to.
But until then,
I'll do my best to ignore you,
Ignore the bad things,
Because i know its not really your fault,
Or at least most of it,
That you hurt me,
That you yell at me,
That you judge me,
That you assume i do the same to you,
Trust me,
I wont let that day come,
The day  that i stop forgiving,
Even if i have to ignore you until I'm gone.